So I'm awake, as usual! I can't seem to sleep at night to save my life! Josh and I are going to see a counselor today at 3pm to help with losing Gavin! I know I need to go but of course I'm a lil sceptical! I have fallen into a bit of a depression, it only makes since, I lost a huge part of me! There's just some broken things that can't be fixed! I know it will help me though at least a lil! We will see how it goes!