Saturday, May 30, 2009

I'm Back!!

Where the heck have I been? Yeah I'm not really sure! LOL! I've been busy and mourning and being a mommy, a daughter, a wife and a friend! And honestly I have just not been in a blogging mood! Not exactly the mood I wish to be in that's for sure! I have missed you all dearly! I have been trying to keep up on reading each one of your blogs though! So for some new things in my life...The one year anniversary of Gavin's death came and went! The day was much easier than the month prior! I was not ready for any of it really! I miss my Gavin so much! The day was nice! Some close family and friends all met at his grave site and shared fond memories of our precious lil man! Then we all headed to Licanos for dinner and some special time together! And some yummy Strawberry Margaritas! Gage turns 1 soon and I am busy planning his birthday party! It is sure to be the best party I have thrown yet! I enjoy planning parties so much! Each one is bigger and better! It also keeps me busy and keeps my mind off of things! Josh and I have been seeing a counselor and are now on anti depressants! Last night I took my very first one! I have never slept so much in my life! I guess I can't be depressed if I'm sleeping! LOL! Gage now has a couple teeth and is starting to feed himself and clap and so on! He's getting so big! I cut and colored my hair and I adore it! So there is a lil update! I'm back now! So keep an eye out for my blogs! Love you all!
Check Out the new chompers!

My new lovely locks!

My Big Baby Boy!

Just Chillin With Dada!


Porter Prodigies II said...

Im so glad you're back! I missed seeing your pretty smile and adorable little boy. I wish the best for you in your "not feeling so well" right now, it happens to the best people sometimes, just hang in there.

Aunt Tiff said...

I have missed you on here!! I have been keeping up with you on facebook though. So glad you are back blogging!! Hang in there girl!! You are in my thoughts and prayers!

KaNdRa and JaReD said...

I was wondering where you were! I haven't felt like blogging with everything that is going on but it helps to just get it out sometimes! I hope things get better.
Gage is SO cute and I bet that Gavin is watching over him and will continue to throughout his life. Don't miss a beat because Gage will be all grown up before you know it.
Welcome back!

KaNdRa and JaReD said...

Oh and I LOVE your hair. My hair needs a little pick me up...not sure what/how though.

Dawna Greer said...

My heart breaks for your pain but am glad you are dealing with it in constructive ways. It takes time but slowly gets better. You look beautiful with your new haircut!

Matt n Jessica said...

Hey there! I haven't been blogging either as I'm sure you are aware. I love the hair! You look great. Hang in there girl!